I thought … I will find my future in Germany … But

Hi, I am Eternal I bornd in Iran.
My father was Mechanic, I was student and I did Mechanic as a part time job.
Up to the day life for refugees getting worse and worse in Iran.

The refugees can’t continue learning in colleges and that’s why I moved to Germany.
I had good life, I didn’t have any limit during my life, I could reach any thing that I want.
I mean I didn’t have any problem about money.
With all the beautiful wishes that I had about Germany I arrived to this country.
I’ve always told myself: I can have a greatest life there. I will have good job, good university and a good life.

In the Munches’ airport I went to police station and with all the nice wishes I asked asylum there.
Then they sent me to a place that they call it (Lager or Camp)
Jeah I went there.
In the street that I was near to that place, you can smell all kind of terrible smells.
So I went inside that place, when I saw the situation inside of that place for a moment I felt that I missed all my wishes.
Also there was no way to deport myself to Iran.
I forced to keep continue my life at that place.
We were 10 guys in a 12 meter room. We leave together. One day one of the guys told me you must stand in the Queue get your food.
I was so shame of standing on that qiue to get my food. The package food, you can take it them two times a week, you don’t have chance to choose your food they choosed it by them self for you.
That food wasnt enough for a week that was for 3 or 4 days.
The Goodman’s told the guys you hire maximum about 3 month and then you get transfer to a great place.
You can get 40 euros pro month and that was enough for making call to Iran or somewhere ells.
I am Ander 18 and I need a Vormund that sign my papers as my parents.
For the other guys that they came about 3 or 4 or 5 month later than me, they got them vormund maximum in 2 month or they went to the German course in 3 month.
But I was about 6 month without any Vormund and 7 month without German course.
And now I am in that place that I’ve told you near to 9 month. I got Vormund but this guy doesn’t any thing for me.
I hate loudness and fight in my life.
But hire they have every night fighting I couldn’t remember that I can sleep relax.
But with all the hardship I will continue my learning.
In this place it’s better to call it Jail they put us in the soul pressure and also body pressure that until we be force to deport our self to our country.
But deport is death for me.
With nips we lost the taste of the life.
When they check our ID card, after finding you are from Afghanistan or Iran they call you as a Terrorist.
That be come on of my wish to tell the world I AM NOT TERRORIST.
I am hire for make my feature I am not hire for 40 Europa, for packages food or for this inhumanity places…
I took a mistake by coming to Europe I wish the other guys of my land they don’t do that.
This miserable guy has the best wish for you…